I think I just plain give up. I know by giving up the devil wins, but at this point, I don't know how much lower I can go. I truly believe in the lord but how much does one person have to go through before things start to get better? I am NOW 300$ overdrawn on my checking account because of monthly scheduled payments being deducted. Now I called both of these places last week, in plently of time for them to cancel the payment, but I guess they forgot.
I need to see my doctor because eventhough the Xray did not show a crack tail bone, it hurts to sit, stand, lie down...
O mother up above please show mercy on those you love. Grant us more paitence or a sign that we cleared the fence. Make us run faster or slower if we must. But get us to the end and then we will begin. Our pains will go far far away and the financial debt will disappear today. Send me a sign so I will know when it's my time. Cause I hanging on tightly after spending my last dime.